Mini album Face Painting

The last 2 kittens

Monday evening the little guy died very soon, So only the little red girl was left.
I thought she was doing okee, but yesterday she didn't want to eat anymore, and I really feared for her life. So I left her with her mama and went to bed.
When I woke up at 2 this morning went downstairs to check and she already died, just a few minutes I think she was still warm. Sooooo sad, can't stop crying, I'm happy for her that it went fast, that she didn't had to suffer long, but now all the kittens are gone. Rogue don't mind, I think she even didn't look in the box once. That's so unreal.

Worst weekend ever

Saturday night at half 4 Wil calls me that Rogue already gave birth to 4 kittens. Of course on an impossible spot, so I put them in the box , and there was already number 5, and a half hour came later no. 6. Rogue didn't payed any attention to her, so I took her up, but she really wasn't good , there was almost no more lofe in her. And than I saw that her front feet weren't good, and her back neither. So I put her aside, and she died in a few minutes
When I examined the others as well, it seemed that at 2 others the front feet were curved as well. The feet had grown at the pulse to the back, O NO, this is no good, they never can't walk this way.
When I thought she was finished delivering, I went to bed for a few hours, and when I came downstairs there was another kitten born, with also his feets standing backwards, and had a couple nods in its tail.
I had a convention this weekend, so couldn't do much at it, so when I was there I rang the vet, and he confirmed what I feared, I had to put them asleep.
So when I came home saterdag night, we drove to the vet, and put them asleep. So what had to be a nice litter with 6 kittens, ended with 3, and I had to bury the other 4.
On top of all that I came awake Saturday morning with a lighting exactly under my scapula. I have this more often, but cannot remind it was this bad, I even had to cry from the pain, and ofcause all the other things happened
When I woke up this morning Rogue was lying near my bed, so I ran downstairs to look at the kittens, they were all cold, so I warmed a pitcher to warm them up, and gave them some food. I don't know how long she left them alone. When I came home tis evening, 1 of the kittens was lying on the cold floor, all cold and hardly alive. O no what a misery. So I rubbed her, to get her warm again, and warmed the pitcher and she slowly came to live a bit. Then I feed them, and put her with Rogue again, for a few hours I thought she would be fine, but when I look at her now, I don't think she is gonna make it till the morning.
So when I went downstairs at 2 AM, she already died, and we burried her tonight. Now 1 of the other 2 is doing bad, and not making it till the morning either. This is so hardbreaking, I feel so sad for the mother and the only girl left, I hope she is gonna make it.
I think I've cried for months the couple of days
I think it's so unfair to be born and than die so soon again, I can't imagine what the meaning is for that.

Magistical memories

I need to finish 3 layouts/projects before tuesday for the second round of the DT call from Magistical Memories. Yesterday I finished my second one, still 1 more to go

Michelle van Etten

I went to a workshop today from Michelle van Etten, designer at Prima
The first workshop wasn't really my thing, clear paintable
I don't like painting and coloring things.
But the second workshop was great, it was a clear album from Prima
I still have to work it all out, but this is her book

It was great to meet Michelle, she is really nice and very good in teaching.

Did a lot of

Scrapbooking this week, worked on an articel for the CMF for Februar, obviously can't show, but it is great I think.
Still waiting for the chipboard from magistical memories to work with for round 2. I think I'm the only one who hasn't received it yet, so I get a bit nervous, deadline is November 25.
So in the meantime I made these 2 LO's and card with papers from Graphic45, who gave the DT from A Million Memories to play with, love those papers.

TOOT!!!!!!

I made it to the second round for the DT call at Magistical Memories, and so is my friend Hilde
This is what I made for the first round. Now I'm waiting for the chipboard to arrive, witch I have to use for round 2

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Flippin out for the Hollidays contest at AMM

A Million memoires is proud to announce there biggest contest EVER! In this contest you will win a FLIP portable video camera, a guest design spot for A Million Memories with the February 2009 kit AND this awesome prize pack!!!



Go get ready NOW because the first challenge ends on November 16th. You can find all of the details that you need here and here

Nov Kit AMM

Did you see the Nov Kit from AMM, you just must have it.
Here is what I made with it

Kitty Cats

Made this Lo last week with papers from Graphic45, don't you just love those papers.

Buisy Weekend

Last weekend my 2 nieces came over to sleep with us.
Well not quite, Noa went home saterday evening and I picked her up sunday morning.
I couldn't persuade her to stay.
So saterday we did a little photoshoot, with maskes I bought someday


And sunday we went to Panbos, a wood with deers and ducks and a playground.
I took some great pics, can't wait to scrap them